spack

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 23:35:58 GMT

i never thought someone could be that spiteful and nasty to completely crush someone like that.
still, i dont hate them.
i feel a bit sad.
and to top it all my dad yells at me coz im upset.
perfect life.
moving home was the best thing ever.

i finally passed!!!

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 21:25:37 GMT

so after starting my first year again at a new uni, i passed. well i failed one module, but onyl by 4 marks, and coz the rest of my grades were so good and whatnot, and coz i had missed a piece of coursework they let me pass. in all fairness tho, i did get like a 68 in that exam even to get a fail mark, so go team! and i topped out with an 80. oh yes, a real highest mark you can get in Europe. im well chuffed, and to celebrate i am not doing anything, as usual. i did try to organise a house party for mon brithday but eveyone sucks and is eitehr on holiday (which i am bitter about as i cannot afford since we went to download) or havign parties of their own.
in other news the new hopuse is great, well except for the mushrooms growing in the gym, and the fact that the new gril got her laptop robbed. i have a real room. go team.
that is all

just stuff

Tue, 16 May 2006 00:55:18 GMT

so, its like less than a month away, we still dont actually have any way of getting down, and the idea of not showering from the wednesday to the monday really isnt that appealing, but im well looking forward to it anyway.
if anyone is interested in goin let moi know, that means you jess.
ooh got ur text, i assume it was from thee anyway, left all my old number in the gay phone that died.i watched alexander tutha day and the dude from the thing u love is in it, at leats i thought it was him anyway. its weird all my classics stuff seems to be coming out lately, i shall never escape the geek within.
anywho, havent seen everyone in ages so just wondeirng what your all up to and stuff.
oh and does anyone have any good ideas for a cheap night away for two of us for less than 100. im rubbish and canny find anythign at all.
anywho answers please, thanking thee kindly. x

i hate work

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 15:39:18 GMT

so i haven't written on this in some time now. and since i have a 3000 word essay duie in tomorrow that i haven't started yet, what better time could there be?
man im so screwed, i dont even know anythign about my topic, i have foudn 32 pages of notes form various wwebsites taht i am now gonna have to go through and try not to copy. how very very annoying. i hate writing essays, i had a 1,500 one due in lats week along with a 30 minute presentation, and i didn't realise hjust how much work had to go into things like that. i came to the conclusion that presentations are uber gay. although in fairness it did go pretty well and i shoudl ahve got an alirhgt mark so i can coast through the exams hopefully. well excpet for stupid fucking manchester. I've had 1liek 14 pieces of assesed work t his year, and iv only had like 20 weeks of uni, the smallest piece being 1,500 and this is on top of regualr work for the following week. i though going to a met would be easy, easy beyond belief. but no, turns out i was well off. manchester are in less than half the time of us, have nowehere near the same amount of work and liek 4 exams, to my 12. gay beyond belief. i knew i shoudl have gone to nmanchester,. damn ma duff and her yes the met is better approach. eurgh right now im in my drop out mode again. altho i think im doin super well, ok im taking the day off uni today, bujt i have been in to most of the stuff this yeart, well in eveyrthing but America anyway. And iv handed every piece of work in with only one piece late, and that didnt matter naywya coz i had passed with the first 3 pieces for that unit anyway. gay im uber stressed, and nobody at all knows anythign about The Peterloo Massacre, and i missed that lecture coz i was in the pub, im a foolio.
so anyway, enough of uni, as this is my laast week or somethign anyway.
So whats new with me? well i have new reddish hair, that isnt all that new to be fair, i took my lip ring out (and im missing it muchly now) i quit my job andc tomorrow is my last shift, i have zilcho moneys tho, and im moving in with george in leeds in 2 weeks time. so life is a bit hectic atm.
im also menat to be startin to record stuff down to help with issues and whatmnot, personally i feel taht this idea is stu pid. its onyl like now, writing crap that noone will read, or noone cares about, so why bother? i guess its coz i know that no-one or like two people max will read this so i can say whatever i want to.
i guess thinbgs have all tjust got ontop of me lately. i feel bogged down in all the pointless crap that doesnt mean anythign now and never will. everythuing feels like too much effort, and i really dont care what happens. hence the writing of this rather than doin my essay.
in other news my trusty laptop died last week, and so i have a new friend. i lost all my music and southpark so im feelin a bit irritated still.
im also annoyed the fucking nhs. its such a piss take, and teh more i think about it the more annoyed i get. iv been blacking out and suffering with migraines now for so long, finally my appointment comes up at the hospital for my head scan thing, and it turns out they cant fit me in, so they do loads of other pointless tests and send me home safe int he knowledge that in teh next 3 months a gap shoudl arise. the irony is it says high rixk patient on my chart, and this is the treatment im gettin. its fucking stupid, and im gettin well pissed off. so mum is taking me to the doctros on thrusday to sort me out, coz my spine is well messed up now and she wants somethign doin about my rheumatism (i cannot spell. dont get me wrong its nice she cares enough to wnat to take me, but tehy'll just do the same as always and im well not in the mood. i mean iv gained nearly 2 stone in teh past month, without changing myh diet or my exercising so theres just no explanation, and yet i go tehre and they tell me i must have, well no i didnt so ur shit. eurgh, not happy right now.
anyway this typign is really start to hurt now so im gona depart and read all about this topic i know n othign about.

i could kill my mother right now

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 22:12:30 GMT

she infected me with the flu, and i am not happy. not happy at all.
i am ill every single chritmas and have been for as long as i can remember, but this year i was doin so good. i was totally fine, then a week beforeshe comes down with flu. so i try to avoid her as much as possible, but shes having none of it, and needs someone to wait on her hand and foot. then on christmas day i was in bed by 8 cz i was that ill. im so not happy.
and i was meant to eb gettin double pay at work yesterday and today but nooo, so i wont be in all week and as unhappy i was aout my shifts at least i was gona have money, but now im not. which sucks.
im also feelin super sick and ihavent even eaten anythin. which is gay.
so yeah, someone please cheer me up, coz my throat ears and nose are all bleeding, and thats startin to make me feel even worse.
anyway hope everyone had a better christmas than me.

mass update

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 12:28:39 GMT

well i havent updated this thing in like forever now, and feel its time to update it all.
i realise that noone cares, but meh,. hopefully jess will read, then ill feel soem love. woo.
so yeah. since last time, i got with ben and then broke up with him for george. turns out he wanst the guy i thought, and he pretty much sucks. but yeah, me and george nearly 2 months now, well officially anyway, and iv gota say its pretty ace, and i love him. which is cool.
so i hate my job, havent really been in in a few weeks, coz it annoys me. altho teh people are all really cool. so i need a new job, and anyone with any ideas i would muchly appreciate them, thanking you.
i love my uni course tho, its so myuch fun,a nd theres new friends, and old friends all really near by which is cool. im kinda adapting to livin at home once again. and yeah, its all interesting.
erm, my cousins are now both living with my uncle, and we no longer speak to my auntie. my mum has had an accidnet and now has dvt which is never good. my dad is being made redundant at christmas and he may have the early stages of that disease i cnat spell, altsheimers(?). im feelin better than i have in a while tho, and altho i keep having my little crying fits, i feel that sometime soon stuff has got to pick up. and until then im jst gona keep drinkin myslef into a stupor whenever i feel liek that.
this has happened twice ove rteh past few days.
so this week im stayin with george, and him and housemates decided that we would havce 2 halloween nights out. on friday we all got dressed up to go to the union.
brief rundown:
me - witches outfit, which i cut a bit too crazily so i looked slightly slutty.
george - pirate.
andy - rambo
mat - some sailor dude.
chris - spiderman.
and i have to say i havent laughed as much as i did then in ages.
i had a full bottle of cherry lambrini and half a bottle of vodka in less than an hour, i coudlnteven stand up in the kitchen before we wnet out, so george had to chnage my shoes. classic times.
finally got the union afte rmuch laughin at andy's posing oin the way there. sat and drtak some more. relaise that i ca drink a lot more a lot quicker than most lads. then ended up almost passed out on this random sofa, got walked home and then crawled into bed after a food fight with andy, which was classic, well until i saw the living room the next day.
saturday passed me by in a hungover haze. dont actually recall any of it.
then on sunday we set off to halo for haloween - how clever is that name?! chris was working, so it was just the four of us. halo was quite empty iv got to say, but after another bottle of cherry lambrini and then 10 double vodkas, i was feelin rather merry. i had downign competetions and won them all except one which i drew woith george, which was only coz it was my 5th drink ina row. not coz hes better than me no no.
on the way home things got veyr interesting, and then me an dgeorge had a huge drunken chat takin us an hour and half to walk a 5 thing. an d once has to bear in minf that it was fookin freezing, and oi had an almost see thru top on a non existant skirt and that wa spretty much it, damn my stuoid fallen angel idea.
monday sucked i was sick so veyr many times, but then we went to starbucks, and george took me to ann summers to buy me a nice present :D
i thne came back to this hell hole of a hosue, and clenaed the kitchen, which took me 5 hours. ud b amazed at how clean it looks now too, i dont think the guys relaised that there was a white floor, or that the side are in actual fcat black, or even what a clena microwave looks like. nick and pete seemed well impressed tho. and even tho i was knackered i was feeling prettyy good, until i slipped on my mopped floor and have now really hurt my leg, so much that i can hardly walk. gay!
anyway, i should be doin work as i have made him go to uni. so i shall skadoodle. hope everyones well. x

ranty mcrant

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 10:11:30 GMT

well i canny talk on myspazz once again, coz im a gaytard. oh yes, and since lj is feeeling a bit left out i thought id join in, and then jess will hopefully b pleased that lj is gettin some attention. yep yep.
well twas my brithday last week, and since then my life has actually gone insane.
birthday celebrations were cool, with teh foam party at the drunken night at teh kitchen. i also got me a job at teh filmworks in manchester, and did my first actual shift on saturday. i am now no longer able to walk, as teh stupid boots i bought have given me huge blisters, and yeah, it urts, innit.
so today im kinda pissed off and confunddled. this is once again due to a spazz of a boy named george. ach, dont see someone for a year, and trhen spend nearly a solid week with them.
so yeah i thought we were just like flirty friends or sumut, and when nothing happened when we were in bed on wednesday i thought npothign was goin to happen. but oh no, things cant stay simple can they.
saturday night i got a little too drunka after work with krish and george and actually threw up when we got to teh kitchen, haha in teh corridor too eeeeek, im ever so classy.
but yeah being drunk i decided to chat to everyone. never a good move. altho i started taking to this really fit guy coz i thought i had b4, turns out i hadnt, so amde apologies and left. only to be hunted down by otis to tell em he liekd me i chose not to belive it. and yeah night progressed, i got chattin to him, and yeah he's top.
basic rundown:
he reads harry potter
he wears stripey tops
he doesnt laugh at the fact i lovfe lostprophets
he's really fit.
and he has uber cool hair.
hes also re\lly cute and a propa top kisser, and yeah, i lieks him.

so anyway im sat with him and then george comes over all pissed off sayin right we are goin now, so i wa sliek nah ill get teh bus ina but, he was liek well im goin to bed so i dont know how ur gona get in, and was all moody etc.
so i stayed with ben, and yeah fun was had, then as i was leaving got a messgae from george saying sorry for being a knob, come hoem when u want and birng ugly stripey vest if it makes u happy.
anyway went hoem on my own, to bve greeted off teh bus by krish and george, gettin called bad newbie all over again. georege was beign all gay with me.
finally came out whisklt sittin outside a takeaway waitin for krish that he was really jealous. i kinda dint know what to say, but anyone who knows abotu george kniws taht he has soem sort of stupid hold on me. anyway we got talking, which meant i ended up really uspet and the he said he wanted me back. and yeah stuffs weird, spent yesterday today and it jst feels like we never broke up. but i dont think its ever a good idea to go back to ex's specially not ones who havce apparently said such horrible things about u, which he denies. also im kinda annoyed at jen atm., ashe has told her things and she hasnt told me. so yeah hmmppph.

so help people, iv been goin thru this dilema, either i see how rthings go wirth new boy or go bac k to george, its too confusing. and iv been told i ahve to makes adesicion and cant jst string both along, coz i did that wi the last 2 and ended up with neither. haha/.

but yeah, confused.

wow no livejournal for me for ages

Thu, 26 May 2005 01:41:42 GMT

erm so yeah.
not much new with natalie.
i have decided not to go to any of my exams or do any of my essays. id say this pretty much means im failing. and in true spack style i dont care.
i feel so let down by people right now, and i cant even put it into words how fed up i am. so i wont bother.
just to say that i hope eveyrone is well.
and yeah i dint mean to be so pissed off, there were reaosns behind what i said, and reasons why i did it. im not proud of it. but its done.
so yeah, anyone who's interested my birthday 15th july.
not sure of the actual plan yet, but it will involve much alcyhol and possibly travellin to 5th ave??
ah well let me know, itd b nice to see some of the old faces. xxx

wheres jess when i need her????

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 13:08:59 GMT

wel im seriosuly pissedoff wi politics and stuff, and no1 here knows naything about politics let alone gives a shit so i have no1 to talk to. so i posted a rant on myspaz and now me and marcus have fallen out. hahahaha.
jess come back and read my annoyances. that way we can bitch. yep

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 10:31:40 GMT

wel its finally sunk in that im actually movin out, n its quite scary actually! n im nower im near packed, or organised in any way, n im goin out tonite, so pamaperin must b down today, so taht leaves me tomoz to do everythin, which clearly isnt gona happen!
i hate him i hate him i hate him! y dus he txt me now??? y?? argh i hate him!
*sigh* at leats i acn avoid him 4eva more, wel kinda neway.
oh n wu, bought chris teh chessiest ever prezzy, shes gona love it, its so tacky, its so.. me. yay!
neway, jst wanted 2 wish everyone gud lcuk for uni n stuff, even tho everythins happened, still hope yall get wot u wnat. :D

just to clear a few things up...

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 10:34:06 GMT

- if two fall out because one of them lied to another, and i dont this, n gte caught in the middle, i dint do it intentionally.

- if sum1 tells me sumthin n i agree sayin that i already nu, i dint tell that person. n if turns out taht tehy dint actually know n wer jst guessin, im sorry, because i wudnt av told them otherwise.

-since everyoen knows neway, i dint tell, i showed. so i clearly cudnt av made that up, not that i wud want to, n not that it has anything to do with ne1 else but me n him.

- finally, anmy arguments between me n another person shud stay taht way. i dont see the need for everyone else to get involved, n people ignorin uthas/being ignored jst coz of who tehy talk to. its quite pathetic n childish.

not taht any of this matters and since everyone is choosin to believe uthawise its kinda pointless, but at leats its not annoyin me nemore.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 21:12:35 GMT

wu i can now go agen. n this time im only gona let chris get drunk enbuf to b amusin, nto as ill as she was at 5th. twil b une bonne nuit. yay, n i shall speak in franglais, twil b ace!
n ha, i av a family nite out in teh village tomoz nite, shud b ...er... interestin? ah well
oh n i made a couple of photo montage things to take away wi me, n if id o say so myself they r tres gud! wuhu.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 15:08:31 GMT

wel im now not goin to teh gig, which is really annoyin, coz me n chris had jst arranged teh nite wen my mum sed i cunt go out. psch to her. teh fact that i av no money is a minor set back, n i would av found a way round it.
but wu, my loan is gona b paid in on the 22, so i wont b poor for too long, yay! i jst need a job now.
n iv got loads of my stuff, n im jst finishin packin now, n makin my picture things, which r ace i must say!
newya, hope everyones doin well, n that ur plans r all sorted.
is any one else misisn school? or is it jst me n amy bein sad?

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 21:02:52 GMT

ok., so i give up on people.
but n a plus note, went to see wer im livin n its so nice. n i ava cool pod bathroom, which is ace.
n wu went shoppin n got sum cool nu cloths, n kitchen utensils. yay. hehe.
hm, gig on sat, unsure botu it. **ponders** hhmmmmm

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 10:10:37 GMT

wow i keep findin out so much gossip
hehe sum1 has a nu boyfriend, but tehy dnt no taht they r stil seein sum1 behind their back. awww its so naughty. hehe
n thers lots of utha juicy stuf too, i love knwoing diff ppl coz tehy all tell u bout each utha. hehhehe

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 21:45:45 GMT

leeds was pretty cool this year. better than last year anyway, even tho teh bands wernt as gud.
greenday, lostprophets n funeral for a friend wer ace. n teh leeds singer is sooooooo fine, specially close up. mm tasty!!
met so cool nu ppl, drank a mix of cider wine n beer n that was tasty too.
invented teh poncho people dance. rocked out to g-g-g-g-G-UNIT!!!! who wer so bad wer actualyl tres entertaining.
melted a bangle to fletch's arm., hehe. threw a match into bish's mouth, n a shoe at wilson's head.
overall quite an entertaining weekend, not to mention sittin round the fire, wi 5 burly men singin s club. i think that made it for me. n christines takin the piss outta her dad wi teh wacky races comment. me n nat bein watsed n avin in depth convos. waking up in teh mornin to fletch n wilson which was always a nice sight. hehe wel fletch especially. :D random hugs wer fun, n teh cute drunk n roken boned guys that crashed our fire one nite. n goin for late nite trecks with the guys only to realise we had nower to go n turn back after gettin nower. hehe. also learnin how to rite the rite way. iv now got that down too. hehe.
cum back to a load of crap which i cant b arsed dealin with, so im jst gona revel in the fact i have tan lines - well burn marks.
n im not gonna miss "get you hands up in the air" as it kept me awake til all hours of teh morning.
overall (if i ignore a few major pissed off moments) then it was a really gud weekend. :D

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 12:18:08 GMT

well i no longer have anywer to live wen i get to uni. so wu for me!

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 18:35:40 GMT

oh my, my parents cure for a hangover is not my idea of fun. after 3 hours of sleep on thurs nite, they packed me fof to alton towers. firstly dad had to keep stoppin so i cud b sick, n mum kept moanin coz i was in a foul mood coz i was so tired.
tehn teh first ride we went on was oblivion. n it felt liek my stomach had been crushed! n i was nearly sick agen.
neway une bonne day was had. n i now have my leeds ticket too, so jst waitin to get teh tent of rach.
n leeds shud b cool too, coz nat has convinced jen to camp wi us. so me n chris foudn taht tres entertainin. hehehee **rubs hand together**
n today i went and bought teh advisory books n the nu louise rennisson one, so im all happy now! yay. n sum nu clothes, n sum really nice nu underwear, which is sooooo cool.
oh n iv confirmed my place at this private accomodation, which is so nice. n loz has too. so wu ill know sum1.
http://www.accommodationforstudents.com/largerprivatestudenthousing/lphs.asp?id=100

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 20:46:48 GMT

wuhu, i got into my uni, so on teh 27th of september i am off to leeds. yaaaaaaaaaay.
resulkts:
politics - B (2 marks off an A agen!!!)
business - B
classics - C
general - C - which i find tres amusin as i got nearly full marks last year, n this year i got 32 out of 120 on the ca\se study paper, hehe, dad was rite wen he sed i wudnt b able to do it wiout lukin at it first, oh well, its only general.
so me christine n nat went out last nite, n we dressed up as schollgirls. assumin that more people may do so we set off on our merry way! we got to weatherspoons n had a couple of bottles of wine, n nat then made a scene wen she kept throwin her drinka round n tehn smashed her glass.
then we went to 5th, n it was cool, saw fi emily claire dean n stuart. it was well odd.
n tehn christine got thrown out coz she spewd everywer . so she went home wi this guy, n tehn nat went off wi this dude n i was left wi his mate, so we danced, n laffed, n then une bonne nuit was had.
congrats everyone!
oh n ruth, ur a loser!!! general - psch! hehehehe (well done really)

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 22:51:12 GMT

im even more stressed now that i know im not gona see my results at midnite.
n i swear if one more person tells me not to worry n taht ill av dun alrite, or better than i think, ill jst explode.
for once im bein logical, n no1 is takin me seriosuly.
i got asked wot i was honestly expectin today, n wen i told em, tehy sed nah ull do better, y do tehy ask??
i jst want it over with, so i can sort out my clearin or resitin the year now.
oh n gud luck everyoen, altho it means nuthin
as mrs m always sed, im sendin gud thoughts!

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 23:19:55 GMT

ok, so iv jst had sudden upsurge of stress.
firstly, james has totally panicked me by tellin em hes got his leedss ticket, so i ask around, n everyone else has got tehris too, cept me.
tehn its results day shortly.
n i started to think seriosuly. now i know taht everyone alwyas dus the whole oh iv dun so bdaly routine, but i was thinkin bout it, n it actually isnt possibel for me to have dun well in classics.
i got a low c last yr, n i only got a b i think in my coursewrok, i wrote bout crap in my exmas, n all taht went thru my head was mine n emiles classes.
**snippet of our classes**
mrs m - so wot do u think of creon?
emile - hes cool
me - hes pink
me n emile do stupid dances.

dr b - so wot do u think of book 6?
me - it bored me
emile - me too
dr b - did eitehr of u read it?
us - no
dr b - so y do u think it was borin?
me - if was interestin it wud have gripped me and i wud av read it

not to mentionm our stupid outbursts of boys r smelly throw rocks at them. n mine n emmas(!) random outburst of les mis, n makin jess sing in a funny way.

now its understandabel y im failin clasics!
as for politics, all i reclal all yr from taht was various arguments bout racism n immigartion which i dnt think really had nethin to do with wot we wer learnin.

as for business, i amy av a slightly better chance. i got a good a in my coursewrok, n dint do too badly last year. but i totally choked on the papers.

i think if im lucky i mite cum out wi 2 cs n a d. n im not gona get into leeds wi tehm.

n iv been lukin at clearin stuff, n tehrs crappy unis left.
n now im gettin all worked up all over agen.
sob.
24hrs to go, n i will b checkin the ucas site at midnite.

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 00:25:23 GMT

i think everythin has finally got to me now.
n a big long cry is in order.
i never thougth id say this, but i really miss my mum, as much as we dnt get on n stuff, i feel so alone rite now, n i jst wish i had sum1 round em who i love n who loves me back.
n i jst got all nostalgic, so after egttin quite emotional i deleted stuff taht reminded me of certain people.
n iv decided im not gonna let teh apst rule my life nemore.
times r changin, n if i get my grades ill b startin a whole new life. if not ill b resiting in a nicer yr group, so its win win! (HA!)
im glad taht all the stuf wot has happened has now, coz wen i think about it its made me teh person i am. n altho i may dislike my appearance i feel a lot my comfy with the people around me.
finally i think iv started on teh road to maturity - me!!!
wel now its late, n im bored, n no1 is online, so im gona txt ppl to see if theyr up n annoy them. coz i dnt av nethin better to do, n i get scared in teh silence of teh hosue.
on teh plus side iv only got one more day on my own.

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 13:10:26 GMT

i dint get my rant in the last post so here i go.
i get to aand e n can barely breathj,. let alone talk, so they ask me about 50 thousand questions. which made it even worse, n finally say i can go n see teh traige nurse.i explained abotu how i cudnt breath n taht my throat was swollen, n she didnt even luk down my throat or giv me chance to explain bout my angioedema. she shuved me in sum room n told i shud b seen in half an hour n taht i shud feel priveledged coz teh wait was actually 4.
wel i forgot to b over the moon whilst i was left for over an hour in aroom, wer no1 checked on me, n i cud av easily choked. i finally get moved, and after another hour the doc sees me, n sezx taht i need 2 b put on oxygen immediately n taht i shud av been seen right away. apparently my throat had swollen so the gap was the size of a pea. n then th sister was a total bitch, which pissed me off.
n tehn i got all panicky coz they moved me into resus n hooked me up to everythin. but my doctor was really nice. n tehn the nurse tried givin me chips as i was leavin, she was nice too.
iv decided that i dnt like teh sisters at oldham hopital but the nurses r nice. n my doc was cool.
n now im really pissed off, coz manchester wudnt giv me an adrenelin pen coz tehy sed it wudnt do nethin, n yet teh doc last nite gave ti to me, n magically it made me better!
psch to teh health system
oh n im stil in my mood bout benefit scrouncers n immigrants. i need 2 calm down.

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 13:00:22 GMT

after sayin yesterday taht i dint feel so well i shud av thought sum more about it. as at 3 this mornin i was in resus in a and e wi heart monitors on n bein given oxygen.
my throat was so swollen they cudnt get a tube down it. so it was left to hope n lots of drugs tehy pumped into me, which hurt - a lot!
so finally got to bed at 5 this morn, n now subsequently feel like shit!

my mint nite out

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 16:44:15 GMT

wel firstyl it started off kinda gay, coz teh oven broke so i got in a tiss about wot i woz gonna make me n amy for tea, but she got lost on her way which gave me time to sort the mess.
n then i thought i was gonna b really late, coz i lost my passport, so had no id, n spent bout 10 mins tryna find it, n then it turned out id dropped it in my drawer, i acn be so dim sometimes.so then i went to get the bus, which was so late. so then i was even more panicky, but i had a crazy bus driver, n it tuk me less than 20 mins to get to twon, which was quite a scary experience.n so i arrived early, n got stared at in town whilst i was sat drinkin my coke, jst bcoz i was wearin brite pink legwarmers, which i have now ruined, but oh well.
neway a drunken christine finally arrived n then we met nat. n started on our drinkage. wel we went to weatherspoons, but decided we cudnt b botahd wi teh ppl so went n sat in teh loos for a bit n then went to baa, wer we got bored of teh crap music, n went to tribeca for sum much needed absynth.
wuhu n tehn it was off to 42s. n we wer like the first people in there, it was ace, so me n chris did britney dancin wi chairs, n we laffed a lot. finally it picked up, n tehn teh nite passed me by in drunken daze goin wi lad after another. n teh cheesy thing about 42s is every guy tells u ur beautiful. even wen ur sweaty have make up running down ur face n tel tehm tehy dont have a cat in hells chance.
then we went back to christines n sat chattin in deoth about political issues, which was even more fun. before finally retirin at liek half four only to wake up at 9 n go to maccy ds for brekkie. yay.
teh only downside is i thought i had a hangover coz i didnt sleep very well, n felt sick etc. but thers no way i cud stil av one now, n i stil feel like shit.